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If you would ask ..

I would say..

"I've had many a thought of you this day."

You alone, the first person to make my Deepest pains feel small...

I must thank you.. 

That door so massive..

I

So small..

With every unpleasantry echoing my past,

...  seeping from behind..

Glairing canines gnashed,...  all to familiar..  sickly.. smiles..

Claws sinking in.. salivating... over     fresh  tears.

I

growing weary over the years... had succumb.

I could never have closed that door alone.

.....

If you'd only ask.. I would say...

You have left me.. hoping for the rest of my days..

That somehow, or some way, I could free your heart of that chain..

...hung knotted .. like a noose, ready to be set.

One could die trying..

Here i lay.

Ready to leave it all behind..

Happily.

.  .  .  . . ..

Here I lay.

Silence, my bride.

Whispering sweet nothings ..  as she holds me near.

Writing this letter,

..

All's come and gone now..

Wishing you were here.