vox's Blog

This heart is where thou comes to die..

Place thy breath inside me...

Forget thy prayers.

Thou's flesh hath seen all pleasures and pain..

Feel it now for the last time....

feel it go up in flame...

Come unto me..

searing eyes upon blistered skin

Welcome.

...

Walk on   ........

                               .....let fires consumes thee..

This tenuous balance ..



On pinnacles of pins... grazing the borderline..

Dancing on elation's razor thin patience...

How does ignorance portray you...

How does this universe hold you....

Obsolete she finds you..... her inertia quickens... gravity pulls..

Cower ye, in the mass shadow of mastery... which is her....

In instantaneous motion .... a purification of pestilence ...

the grasp is weak, child.. hold on to thine own last thought ..

..as they are ripped from you.

Taken from whence they came,

they were never yours .

Try as one might cling...

...in the hands of time, nought but spatter patterned sacrifice.. you'll end.


Parasitic fledgling.. you have held on for too long..

The squander hence becoming refuse.

She has ... but to scratch...

and the cycle begins anew.

Her garden of gift, one day thriving again..

as you watch on ...from the outreaches of your darkest nightmares..


Upon encountering ... dreams in denial solidify in the face of horror.

A holocaust of the heartless.

welcome yourself to the fire...

... . .

Weep child... for your mother, she has carried you....


It is your time.


Fall away ...and throw yourself unto the wind.

One searches ... yet..                  ...sees Nothing.
 

One touches..

                   ...yet feels Nothing.
 

One listens ...

      . . .


...yet hears  ..Nothing.

 

One tastes ...     ...the sweet bitterness ....of Nothing.
 

One seeks ...

within..

                yet finds   Nothing.




Then.. and Only then..





Is there truly...    



 ...Nothing

 .....................amidst ....your company...




....

those  familliar guests..


 

You..                       ...and Me.....

                              .............. ........... ...Thee strangest of bedfellows...  






... Nothing Keeps..

.

..... baring my arms..

                                     ..for the feed...

You take everything..

                                      I give ALL.

It's truly saddening to see how many uneducated people there are in this world, especially when I log onto this site. What Exactly is it about this place??  Never have I seen such a prolific surplus of questions that can only come from one Willfully ignorant, all in one place.

 Say ..... someone asks a question that they could easily answer on their own, (but haven't yet for some reason) yet they seek others to do the work of finding, and presenting, the answer FOR them? Are they just THAT lazy, preferring others to do the work, instead of learning for themselves?? If this is the case, I can't condone that, and won't participate therefore.

"Give a person a fish and they will eat for one day. Teach a person to fish, and they will go hungry no more. "

.... .... ....  .... ..

 These questions followed by equally, or ever more ignorant/flippant answers. In the somewhat rare case of anyone is asking a very complex, and trying question. One that they have tried to, but not been successful in finding the answer themselves,  and someone else, taking the question as a serious opportunity to unveil some sought knowledge to the query, the answer'ees "answer" is hardly voted for above some other stupid unhelpful answer. I mean Really? Do you support staying stupid?? I surely as F*ck do not. Though I suppose if people actually wanted to know the answer to the questions they post, they have would looked it up their d*mn selves, using the same vehicle they used to post the stupid question in the first place. This being the Endless wealth of knowledge that we know as the Internet. But I suppose that may require too much thinking on one's part in the first place.

My reaction/solution, : tell the person to look it up themselves. if they can't figure that out, after having already navigated a site such as this... then it's survival of the fittest. One who cannot stand on their own, and adapt will not proceed forward in life. Sink or Swim. End of story.

 It is one thing to ask for help from a group of friends, when one is in dire need. It is quite another, (Abuse) when the answer is there for someone, but they are too lazy to grasp it themselves. Instead taking to Using others to do your work. I do feel that not telling someone to look up an answer in a case like this, is condoning laziness, codependency, ignorance, and just bad form in general.

 I am quite aware of my own inefficiencies, and work hard on developing against them, while growing my knowledge on my own, unless someone is getting paid to teach me..I take offense to others developmental laziness.  Nobody is perfect, but when it comes down to your own edification, ultimately be Proactive.

Vox.

This isn't by pleix, but it's a fav of mine nonetheless.. ;)

If you want...

       ...

        .

 You are the single most .. astounding being

.........................I have ever ... in my life, had the pleasure of  encountering..

Your existance leaves me grasping at what was once thought as reality..

Where you walk is left saturated in grace and passion..

My husband..

   ...may you continue to walk the depths of this soul,

Past the confines of this flesh..

Unto the aether...

Well well well.. Imagine that.

Until"..

....

*

Kahlil .. spoke the truth.

 In this multiverse there is only you..

 

You ..

 

By way..

                        Of chance..

  a stranger it seems..

 

    ..brought to this plane..   on the sigh of a breeze..

 
This place of truth,.. and lie .
 

  It's a subtle voice... ,      

you breathe..
 
...of secrets sworn, and dreams asunder..

        

Amidst the singing boughs of  trees ....



whispering..             pleas..
 

  unto me..

...whispering..


" Please.."

  

     Lips moving..                                                  

                                                 .as i tremble..
             .......... .  .   as I gaze.

    

 
   Whispering..

.."I know this hand"..

         ..reaching through these leaves..

..I know this being..

Reaching through to me..

 I have sought..  to see..

...   the heavens of this sacred earth.

 You have fought to be.. 

....this celestial body in birth..

...

Your stars have lived in mine eyes..

 

 It has always been....

Your stars..

                                                         ...hath lived in mine eyes..

<3

V.

A very good friend of mine had to do something incredibly hard this past week, and I am soo proud of her. She is one of the strongest women I know.  I'm just glad I could be there for you.. <3 you Ona.

By John Aguilar (Contact)
Friday, June 26, 2009

Photo by Cliff Grassmick

Ona Bayers, the half-sister of Diego Alcalde, testifies against him Wednesday in his murder trial.

• Alcalde guilty on all counts in 1997 Chase murder

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BOULDER, Colo. — The half-sister of Diego Alcalde said it was difficult to testify against the man who often provided her with a place to stay during her angst-ridden runaway days as a teenager, but Ona Bayers said she had to do the right thing.

“I do believe justice was served,” Bayers, 28, said Friday, just hours after a jury convicted Alcalde of murdering, raping and kidnapping Susannah Chase in 1997. “I love my brother very, very much — it is painful knowing that he was capable of doing something like that.”

When she looked at members of Chase’s family sitting in the front row of the spectator gallery in the courtroom, Bayers said, the task of testifying against Alcalde on Wednesday didn’t seem quite so wrenching.

“Seeing their faces made it feel a lot easier about what I was doing,” Bayers said. “My heart goes out to the Chase family.”

During the trial, Bayers testified that Alcalde drove her to the mountains around Christmas of 1997 and tearfully told her he had beaten a man with a baseball bat outside a bar in Boulder and dumped his body in the woods.

When she expressed concern about his victim, she told the jury, Alcalde said he had only been joking.

But her brother’s tale concerned Bayers enough that she contacted the Boulder Police Department to ask if officers had received any reports of a man being bludgeoned with a baseball bat, she testified.

The prosecution cited her testimony — along with testimony from Alcalde’s ex-girlfriend — as critical to its contention that Alcalde tried, in some oblique fashion, to unload from his conscience the murder and rape he had just committed.

Bayers said she was saddened she was only able to make eye contact with Alcalde one time while she was on the stand.

“I wanted him to look at me,” she said. “I wanted him to see that I didn’t agree with his behavior.”

But Bayers refuses to believe her brother is a completely bad person.

“There were times when he wasn’t my brother, when he was an angry individual,” she said. “But there were times when he was a wonderful, loving brother.”

Posted by InMyHumbleOpinion on June 26, 2009 at 8:54 p.m. (Suggest removal)

Ona, I honor you for doing the right thing. You have shown that you have good character.

Posted by daravaleriah on June 27, 2009 at 6:20 a.m. (Suggest removal)

Ona, I second that. Thank you for having the courage to make a terribly difficult choice. Bless you. You did the right thing.

Posted by sadsister on June 28, 2009 at 10:33 a.m. (Suggest removal)

Thank you for all your support.

Posted by joy on June 28, 2009 at 11:26 a.m. (Suggest removal)

Good for you. That was very brave, especially given that you didn't know what the outcome would be.

I can't please everybody, and Damned if I care! XD... aahh.. Now where did I hide that absinthe.. O.o